Wednesday, March 16, 2011
I know and I don't know
Good luck finding me if you wanted to talk. I done checked out and went to my happy place. The plan is to stay there for awhile. The problem with an overactive conscience is just that- overactive. I would love to turn it off and do what I please without it nagging me and ruining any sort of pleasure or fun. Its an overactive sense of guilt is what it truly is. Wish I could go thru life not caring about anyone or anything, but instead am prisoner to potential or imagined damage in everything I do or say. Guess I am an easy "mark". In a easier mental world, I could say "to h-e-double hockey sticks with it". Its like I am jewish or something. Except, that for all the talk about a jewish guilt complex, I have yet to meet a jew who cares about anything other than themselves and their pocketbook and how the rest of the financially well-heeled world views them. But my train of thought just derailed. Yes, happy place coming up, right around the bend...:)
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